Sick and tired

I am sick and tired.

I am sick of Facebook
sick of the pandemic
sick of all the negativity
sick of hateful talk.

I am sick of LinkedIn
sick of “productivity”
sick of “passion”
sick of all the “ME ME ME”

I am sick of pushing a rock up a hill
for someone else and
not doing anything to push
a rock of my own.

I am sick of waiting to do something
that I am told we want to do
but other things
always come first.

I am sick of things,
I am sick of owning,
I am sick of having…
because it really only means
that things have me.

I look back at this and maybe I am just sick of myself.